I live in Germany so my English is not very good, but I hope you can read what I wrote.
In my entire life, I felt useless although my name was “The Happy One”. (That is what my real name means in German.) All my classmates bullied me and called me many dirty names. I changed schools twice but every time I thought I was safe from the bullying, others started to make fun of me. They said I am not worth living and should kill myself. Even my own mother hated me. Well, I am not very slim but it was horrifying to hear from others that they don’t want you because you are not as beautiful as they. At this time, I got depressed and started to think about suicide.
A few years ago, I found MLP:FiM and I loved to watch it. I was so excited as I found out that there was an entire fandom. I searched on Google, Tumblr, YouTube and many more websites for pictures, songs, stories and even clothes. Finally I felt happy in my life, although the others didn’t want that.
I told my mom about me being a pegasister, but she hated me for that. She though it was for little girls and took my computer, so that I couldn’t go on the internet anymore. Because of all the beatings in school, I have grown muscles that no girl should have.
I hit my mother.
But I got my PC back, so I felt good about it.
One year later, I fell in love with another girl and I realized that I was bisexual. I told my mom about it and she got, of course, really mad. She started hitting me and saying bad words to me. Because of all the bullying in school, my heart turned into stone. I really felt nothing. So I didn’t care about that. I was good at school and soon I got into a better school where nobody knew me. My life was good again, for a few weeks, until someone came to me and bullied me again. I got depressed again and turned into an Emo.
Then I started to make my own ponies in many MLP creators. I drew pictures of them and wrote stories. I also joined many CreepyPasta forums. It kept me over water, listening to music every day and reading stories about ponies and other stuff. Although my girlfriend and me have separated, that was the time I finally created my pony character: Princess Dina, the Queen of the Everfree Forest.
As I came into the 9th class of my school, I found many new friends because I didn’t care about appearance. They all were very nice. But then, again, someone mocked me because of my weight. And sadly I drifted into madness.
One day, I found the song “Great to be Different” and I realized that I am special, because there is only one of me in the entire world. My life was happy again and it still is. My mother and I still hate each other, but not so badly as before. I fell in love again and made many new friends on the internet.
I finally became “The Happy One”.